Your voice is your strongest tool. Talking about what happened is important, reaching out to a rape crisis center is important. Knowing what happened to you was not your fault is important.
Even when you think there is no one that you can turn to, there is. Rape Crisis Centers are survivor focused and can offer you the tools and counseling for you to find your voice, find support and have someone to walk with you on your healing journey with you and pick you up when you are down.
This Erase The Shame Campaign is a great way to start the communication and find the support that is so needed during this traumatic time. You did not do this- the Shame belongs to the perpetrators. They are the blame, not you.